More work complaints

My job keeps pulling more and more on me. There is only 1 person working the lab at any given time and they want me to keep adding duties on top of what I do with no benefit to me. When I find a new job I plan to only give them the same amount …

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Back to work

The migraine is finally gone and now I guess I have to go back to work tomorrow. I kind of miss the migraine.

Pass the Buck

I have a task that needs to happen. This is the first domino in a long chain that will end in the company losing lots and lots of money. When working on the task I had a glitch. No one is really to blame, but there is a glitch. I’ve offered many solutions but I’m …

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Work time fun.

I do simple lab work for a company that produces precursors for the production of biomedicine. That makes it sound way cooler than it actually is. The product we produce is sold to places to make medicine. It’s not glamorous but I am a small part in saving lives. Every single unit we produce must …

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Food

I have a bad relationship with food. It’s my comfort. When I’m feeling depressed I use food to fill the hole in my soul. I know it’s not healthy. I know it’s a big part of why I’m so overweight. I just don’t know how to deal with it in a healthy way.

Jump

People don’t jump out of burning buildings because they want to die. They do it because they know if they stay it will hurt a lot and then they will die anyway. I don’t want to die. I love who I am. I adore the person I see in the mirror. But I want the …

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Dreams

The nights where I don’t dream (or at least don’t remember my dreams) are the best. Just nothing. Nothing to hope for, nothing to aspire to, nothing to allow me to try to do stuff and have it fail miserably. Dead sleep. That’s where it’s at. Just me, alone, but somehow more comforting than the …

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Whiskey Oscar Romeo Delta Sierra

Alpha Lima Papa Hotel Alpha Bravo Romeo Alpha Victor Oscar Charlie Hotel Alpha Romeo Lima India Yankee Delta Echo Lima Tango Alpha Echo Charlie Hotel Oscar Foxtrot Oscar X-ray Tango Romeo Oscar Tango Golf Oscar Lima Foxtrot Hotel Oscar Tango Echo Lima India November Delta India Alpha Juliette Uniform Lima India Echo Tango Tango Echo …

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Giving up

Nothing seems to have any meaning. Work, sleep, work, sleep, work, sleep…. Why? Everything I touch turns to shit. I can’t name a single person who is better off because of me. If I were to disappear right now I could probably only name one person who would notice. It’s so difficult being alone, trying …

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